Saturday, November 2, 2019

November 2 - The purpose of life

This is a question I have been asking myself a lot lately.  The death of a dear friend last month hit me very hard.  He was so young and I kept asking myself what the point of it all was. 

Today as my 12 step meeting was about to start I received a message from a member of the group announcing the birth of his first child. 

I read the announcement out to the group and stated that perhaps the point of it all was simply Love.

A new child brings such joy and hope.  And love. 

It was a good meeting and once home I decided to tackle more branches and vines that were piled on the front lawn.  Between the two of us, and my husband's new chain saw, we bagged up five more containers for the compost.  The job isn't done yet, and my back isn't too happy at the moment, but still it feels good to get something done.  And besides I finally found my favourite shears which makes the job of cutting up all the vines so much easier. 

Then just before starting this blog post I came across this from a friend on facebook:

Note to Self

"What is my purpose in life?"  I asked the void.

"What if I told you that you fulfilled it when you took an extra hour to talk to that kid about his life?"  said the voice.

"Or when you paid for that young couple in the restaurant? Or when you saved that dog in traffic?  Or when you tied your father's shoes for him?"

"Your problem is that you equate your purpose with goal-based achievement.  The Universe isn't interested in your achievements...just your heart.  When you choose to act out of kindness, compassion and love, you are already aligned with your true purpose. 

No need to look any further!"

Are you listening, Mary-Anne?  

Yes. 


Friday, November 1, 2019

November 1 - White Rabbit

I always like the start of a new month.  The calendar is pristine.  Until I fill it up with all the appointments I have.  Now it looks very very busy.  But, there was that moment when it was shiny and new.  The first words I said upon waking this morning were 'White Rabbit'.  This is suppose to bring good fortune. 

I often think I don't do much of anything in a day, and yet my calendar tells a very different story. 

Today I have gone to my Tai Chi class, had a quick swim/steam/sauna, and then after lunch helped my husband chop up a pile of branches for the compost bin.  I have scheduled some work for next Monday and Tuesday, and now that it is 4 pm I think it is time to get my knitting out. I have started a new shawl and the colours remind me of fall leaves.  Yesterday I walked a bit in the crunchy leaves - the maples especially are so vibrant. 

The leaves are falling fast and furious and we have already filled two large bins of debris with one pile still to go.  There are more branches to trim away from the house, and sooooo much raking to do.

A little at a time.  Baby steps.  The weather appears to be holding for the foreseeable future so there is time before the rains are upon us once again. 

My husband is cooking us a roast for supper so soon the house will smell delicious. 

I am unofficially participating in NaBloPoMo - and I plan to post everyday this month. 

Wish me luck.