Well, not only am I still figuring out the new blogger, but on Friday I realized that my computer charging system was broken so I had a limited time to get files off of it before the battery died for good. Now this means I have resurrected my very, very old, slow netbook (it runs on Windows Starter 7.1) while we look at getting me a replacement. Shopping for a replacement (shopping for anything) causes me anxiety and for some reason looking for a new computer sent me pretty much over the edge. When my anxiety goes on high alert I can't properly feel my legs, and have to keep rubbing feeling into them. I don't know what brought this on so suddenly but it sure feels crummy.
Update - I wrote this blog Saturday morning, and by Saturday dinner time I had a new computer. Thank goodness for my son and my husband helping me to wade through all the options and the one I wanted was in stock in a store not too far from us.
Ok,enough about my anxiety. I have been knitting mystery gnomes and gifts so I have nothing to show as far as wips go. But, I do have a wee bit of a fashion show:
I am very pleased with this pattern, Dahlia, the fit is perfect. It is very warm, so I have to admit I am looking forward to cool evenings and fall days so I can wear it a lot.
I have been writing every morning before I get on with my day and it seems to have motivated me more to get to some chores and errands that have been dogging me. I cleaned the piano inside and out, dusted, mopped, cleaned UNDER the fridge (ewww) and we have been getting yard work done with the help of a university student. Through this CoVid lockdown it seems that despite being home all the time there isn't the impetus to stay on top of the wild growth of morning glory, cedar fall, maple shoots, and grass. It is starting to look better, and my husband, I think, secretly likes getting out his mini chain saw to cut up branches. We have six bins for next week's recycling, and there is still a few more piles on the front lawn.
There has been a bear round our neighbourhood so we picked all our apples early, and I am bringing in the bird feeders and night. God forbid I should have bear visiting us on our back porch. Although last night when I went out to get the bird feeder I saw this little fellow creeping along the back porch. How it got there I have no idea. I am blaming Otis.
Banana slug - about 6 inches long |
Our porch is not at ground level, and I don't think he slithered up the stairs. And this morning he (she/it) was no where to be found.
We have gotten out a little more this week - dropping off bottles and cans at the recycling depot, buying fruit from a little market stand, and taking our lawn chairs down to the beach to watch the seals and eagles and herons.
On the last video chat I had with my daughter, my grand-daughter asked her ta-ta (her dada) to put on her sandals so she could head out the door and walk confidently down the street to her neighbours door. (of course ta-ta was following her from a safe distance - playing border collie). I snapped a couple of screen shots while this was happening.
Isn't she an independent spirit?
I think we (I) can learn so much from this little girl.
Have a good week dear readers. I so appreciate you all. Stay safe. Stay kind. Stay calm.
Ewwww, computer shopping is the pits. I am glad you had some good help from the men in your life. I depend on my guys for that too. Your Dahlia is gorgeous! It looks perfect for the coming fall weather you will have. Glad to hear you are getting out of the house a bit more now. As much as I love being home, cabin fever can make for quite a bit of anxiety in me. Your Grand Daughter is a very independent little one. How old is she now? She looks very determined in the bottom photo. Don't get in her way or she will bowl you over. LOL
ReplyDeleteThat determined little soul is almost 20months.
DeleteWow the dahlia is gorgeous and yes you must wear it often! So glad you got the computer issue sorted. Being out of communication would drive me nuts! And raise the anxiety levels. On the surface we seem to be doing ok but then if you examine our sleep levels and the dreams we're both having it's clear at some level we're not. But we carry on. Virtual visits with your granddaugter must cheer you up.
ReplyDeletelovely lacework on your Dahlia! And glad your computer troubles are over, how terrible it would have been to miss a video chat with your daughter!
ReplyDeleteOh man that sounds so stressful! I'm glad you were able to solve the computer issue quickly. Your Dahlia is so beautiful - what an awesome construction.
ReplyDeleteComputer and car issues make my head hurt. Your sweater is pretty and such a lovely color.
ReplyDeleteYour Dahlia looks great, Mary-Anne. The design on the back is gorgeous. I'm so glad you've got a new computer already and yes, your granddaughter does look like a independent and confident little girl. :)
ReplyDeleteI love your longer hair style and the sweater is lovely and definitely your color. The dress is so pretty too! Glad you go a new pc so your anxiety could go away. That cannot be fun. I'm not sure I've ever had anxiety. I'm sure I must have at some time. Maybe if I understood what it was I would realize I've had it. I need to go do some research.
ReplyDeleteHer parents are doing a great job allowing her freedom yet keeping a watchful eye. I had all kinds of freedom as a young child but that was a different time. I hope you have a better week!
The lace work on the back of Dahlia is lovely, you’ll have to do lots of twirls so everyone you see gets a look at the detail. So pretty. Wow your granddaughter is really growing up quick. I love seeing your smiling face on the screen grabs 😀
ReplyDeleteYour Dahlia is gorgeous. That color looks great on you!
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