That is how I feel.
I did swim for fifty-one minutes today - doing my version of individual medley (I throw in the elementary backstroke instead of the butterfly). That felt pretty good.
I read a very interesting book on illness.
I sat in the sun.
But still, and all, today I just felt flat.
We went to the night market.
It was crowded, but manageable.
I did buy a very cute knitting project bag.
I did run into a student I had taught for five years. She introduced me to someone as her second mom.
Not so good.
We went to another night concert.
Equally, not so good.
The food was ok.
The popcorn was ok.
The sour keys were ok.
The Mexican coke was pretty good.
(Coca Cola you guys.....sheesh!)
I woke up today not wanting to do anything or see anybody.
I think I am going to bed in the same frame of mind.
I kind of want to go to the folk festival tomorrow, but I am afraid to spend all that money, drive all that way, navigate the crowds and still feel flat.
That would be silly.
"the sun'll come up tomorrow,
Bet your bottom dollar that tomorrow
There'll be sun."