Friday, July 1, 2016

Am I still here?

I am feeling incredibly sad today. Maybe because we have been away from home for a week and I am homesick.

Maybe because I send messages out into the great internet void and only hear silence.

Maybe because I think I am losing my mind, or my memory.

Maybe because I don't know which way to go.

It doesn't really matter.

Sad is sad.

So I will knit.

And watch mindless tv.

And look forward to tonight when three little girls will make be feel so very special.

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  1. Sorry you're feeling sad. I hope the little ones helped.

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  2. Right there on the couch next to you... I'm knitting a scarf for the Japanese exchange student we have arriving soon ... It's a very very simple stitch and I just keep mucking it up... I'm on my 5th attempt and may have to pull it all out and start for a sixth!! Brain fade ... And I've just watched the latest seasons of Veep, Outlander and Luther! The king tide has been pulling me about ... Cyber hugs hurtling your way... Wish you were on my couch with me! You could show why I'm failing in basic scarf ! ( slip 1p, k2 tog... That's all it is! )

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    1. i wish you were on the couch next to me. Sometime in the near future I hope.

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  3. Ps... Yes... You're still there. And I'm glad you are. Xx

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  4. I'm here. I hear you. You are loved.

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    1. I love you too, and I know you are here, and there.

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  5. I am sorry you are feeling sad, I hope that you have a wonderful evening with your special girls.
    Sending hugs your way xx

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    1. Thank you for the hugs. Yes, my special girls cheered me up.

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  6. Aw. How you feel is how you feel. Its okay. There there my mom would say. just don't eat to feel better. thank you for the weight watcher group!! I so appreciate your moderating it.
    Seems our world is pretty quiet too with the Holiday. I felt a bit sad yesterday. Then I went to a knit shop and felt better!

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    1. lol. I am on a yarn diet - only knitting from stash - but I am home now and my spinning wheel calms me down. And no, I don't eat when I feel like this. I swim. and do yoga. I did both today.

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  7. Sorry you have been sad. :-(
    I am guilty of silence as I wasn't able to read blogs (or much of anything at all) during the last month. Silence doesn't have to be ominous. I think best when it is silent. I hope this message finds you feeling brighter. xx

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    1. I wasn't referring to my blog readers.....I hope you are feeling better, and you are right, the ominous feeling comes from my melancholic side. Things are better today, since yesterday.

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