It was early. Much
too early. The cat wasn’t even awake
yet. If fact he wasn’t even on the bed,
which was weird because a few nights ago he had been sleeping curled around her
neck.
She tried for an hour and a half to fall back to sleep, but
her mind (manic mind?) wouldn’t let her.
Reluctantly she got up, sneering at the clock that read 6:23, and poked
around for her slippers.
She remembered they were wet from her foray onto the porch
yesterday so she pulled on some socks (hand-knit, of course) and headed to the
kitchen.
She put the coffee on, and put a blueberry scone into the
toaster oven. She realized she was
ravenous. Maybe that was why she
couldn’t sleep. And what was with all the
blueberry food this week? She thought
she had heard something about blueberries and anti-oxidants. She wasn’t really sure what anti-oxidants
were good for, but she trusted the ‘they’ who claimed it was so. The pink and grey pill went down with the vitamins.
Outside the kitchen window dawn was breaking. Dawn was breaking. Those words reminded her of a song her
daughter used to sing. What was it
called? Slide? She would have to Google
that later.
The kitchen faced east and the rising sun was back-lighting
the massive cedar boughs. The sky was
purple and pink, the sun not yet visible over the mountains. She could see her reflection in the window.
Sometimes when she caught herself in a mirror, or reflection, she would wonder
who that old woman was. She often joked
that she still felt nineteen. The
outside didn’t seem to jive with the inside.
She looked past her reflection (which clearly wasn’t
nineteen) to watch the sky change from blue to yellow to white. It looked cold outside. The thermometer read two degrees and the
weather report on the radio had said there had been frost last night. She hoped it would be another sunny day. Sunny days help.
The coffee tasted bitter this morning, and she ate the scone
quickly without really tasting it. The
butter was still salty on her lips.
6:57: What was she
going to do?
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